Nicole Kidman bedroom secrets

Nicole Kidman has experimented with “strange sexual fetish stuff.”

The “Nine” actress – who divorced Tom Cruise in 2001 following a 10-year union and is now married to country singer Keith Urban – says she has enjoyed exploring with the different aspects of love, sex and relationships over the years.

She explained: “My life has been about exploring types of love. I’ve explored obsession, I’ve explored strange sexual fetish stuff, I’ve explored the mundane aspect of marriage and monogamy. But I’m still on that journey.”

Despite the fascination people have with her love life, the 42-year-old beauty has vowed to take the details of her past relationship with Cruise to her grave.

Nicole Kidman Britain GQ

She told Britain’s GQ magazine: “I have never discussed the intricacies of it and I never will. I burned most of my journals after I remarried. You’re only going to find out bad things. You can’t read somebody’s diary. You shouldn’t read it.

“I know I live inside some rose-colored cloud but I’ll never waver on it. I am not writing a book. I will go to the grave with all my secrets, all my stories.”

Interesting…Kidman makes it sound like there’s a lot of juicy stuff from her past. Maybe her life was actually pretty boring with Cruise. Maybe it wasn’t. She claims we’ll never know!

While together, Cruise and Kidman adopted children Isabella, now 17, and Connor, now 14.

Kidman also has 15-month-old daughter Sunday Rose with Urban and Cruise is father to Suri, 3, his daughter with wife Katie Holmes.